Wednesday, December 8, 2010

New and Exciting...

So, I just read through my sister's 2 blogs, and I decided to update mine. I know, I know... there's nothing on here. I created it for a workshop I took over the summer, but I never did anything with it. But that's going to change.

My life has really changed this year. I went from being a married military wife to a divorced single woman. I went from not having many friends to feeling like I've got a ton! And I have a baby on the way. My boyfriend and I are getting married at the end of this month (still not sure how to plan this one). So I feel like I'm starting a brand new life.

My family has really changed this year, as well. I love them to death! My parents have been there for me every step of the way. I know they don't agree with everything that's happened, but they never stopped loving me. Unfortunately, I feel like my relationship with my bro and sis have suffered. I know we are all trying to stay family, but it's been hard. But hanging out with my sis this weekend really made me feel like every thing's going to be ok!

My bff, Jamie, has been amazing! She's always been there for me to talk to, hang out with, stay with, and have dinner with whenever I need her!

As for the baby, I'm trying to be excited about it. But it's a huge change... from having to accept my body gaining weight (not easy for someone who's dealt with an eating disorder) to getting married to a very uncertain future... it's crazy! I never thought my life would end up here, but God doesn't make mistakes. This baby is here for a reason... maybe it's supposed to slow me down, or make me grow up, or settle me... I don't know, but it's coming, ready or not!

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